ignore the last post

yeah.. just ignore it.. i'm not going to rome now.. instead i'm back home. am i excited? sadly, i'm not.. i was looking forward to staying here for winter, just having fun hanging out in london and ofcourse, going to rome (which i already paid for..) so, when will i go? you guys are gonna love the irony.. my flight is on the 19th, the same day as my flight to rome. oh yeah.. i'm laughing on the outside but on the inside, i'm just weeping..

i just don't know.. i mean, don't get me wrong.. this way, i can see my family and friends back home again! but on the other hand.. sigh.. i don't know..
i've been having huge doubts about all this.. i don't know..

anyway, i'm off..
to my friends in uk: sorry guys.. have fun without me!
to my family & friends back home: i shall see you real soon yeah? can't wait!